Friends and Enemy

How much pain can I take?
How much suffering am I willing to take?

But how much do I have to sacrifice?
Is it as much as my shame or regret?
How long do I have to wait for the judgement day?
I don´t know what´s worst
The pain in the heart...
The shame in my soul...
Or the waiting...
Is it supposed to feel like this when you lose a friend?
How will it feel when I get an enemy?

Maria 2008